why，or why not

Euterpe_冷冰

To get my happiness I had done everything,为了得到幸福，我什么都做了，
but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.
但没有做招引骂名、招致谴责的恶行，
The sound of footsteps became louder every day,
身后的脚步声与日俱增，
Then I noticed the fact there was no time.
我终于察觉到，时间已经所剩无几，
I was a believer in life to be myself always,
我曾相信生活，并坚持做真实的自己，
and was asking whether I would be alive.
我曾一再询问，我是否能继续生存，
Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way,
告诉我，为何不能选择这条路，
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
为何判我有罪或认为我罪孽深重，
Tell me why,or why not.Complaining way too much,
告诉我，为什么要心怀抱怨或为什么不能抱怨，
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
或许我的心为我找到了更好的标志，
The whole world was at a complete standstill,
整个世界都已停止转动，
and I was in fetters,at the mercy of the mob.
我全身被缚，任由暴徒摆布，
The silent warning became louder every day.
无声的警告一天比一天响亮，
Then I kept pretending not to hear.
我却假装着什么也听不到，
Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along.
旁观者早已心知肚明，
It had grown dark before I found a sign.
我没来得及发现就已陷入黑暗，
Among the nonsense tragedies,what on earth you are looking for?
无谓的悲剧中，你到底在寻找什么，
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate."，
你只需诚实地面对自己还有命运，
Tell me why,or why not.Complaining way too much,
告诉我为什么会这样？或为什么不是？有太多的抱怨，
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
或许我曾一直忽略了一些对我致命的危险，
There is nobody who knows there will be nobody.
如今无人知晓，这里即将空无一人，
Except for me,all the world has gone mad.
除了我，整个世界都已陷入疯狂，
So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
什么样的宽容是你们所愿意保留的，
What is the well-being you are willing to make?
什么样的幸福是你们所想创造的，
Now what? So what? Don't you come interrupt me,oh please，
我又该怎样？那又会如何？请别来妨碍我，
while I am interrupting myself.
在我还能够制止自己的时候，